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hot Hot HOT HOT.. the weather is pissing me off. why on earth did i decide to have long hair about one and a hlaf year ago? i must be out of my mind!!!! my hair is irritating me. i do not want to tie my hair up that often cos it will damage my hair. but if i dont, i will be breathing out steam. should i just snap my hair short and i mean real short until i cannot tie my hair up anymore? i am thinking of doing so after my A. anyway, what's most important is i am going to the hair salon either during this weekend or next weekend. =) i cannot wait.

results Results RESULTS RESULTS. everyone talks about efficiency and productivity. if you fail to perform up to expectations, you will be eliminated. how cruel can this world get? sometimes when we fail, it is not because we do not try enough. we may have tried our best but due to the lack of luck and probably, we have used the wrong method to do things, we fail. is it fair to judge people based on results? i remembered that there is this saying that goes, "it is not the end product that matters. it is the process." bullshit. i dont see many situations proving that this saying is true. i agree that setting targets are good. it may motivate us to excel and improve but at least we should set realistic ones right? what's the point of spending a portion of your time, planning targets that are unreachable? "when you aim for the moon, even if you fail, you will still land on the star " ARGH!!!!! bullshit again. if you cannot reach the moon, you will be screwed by the high authories. "but i improved". wake up!!!! that is not sufficient. "i want to see a greater improvement" how greedy man can get? just face the reality.

there's AMI tomorrow. yeah!!!!! i cannot believe that anwar is out. he is one of my favourites for this season. i dont agree that his vocals and performance are worse than scott's. i want scott to get out of the competition this week. he is an eye-sore.